Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Glory Baby

Glory Baby by Watermark


Glory baby you slipped away as fast as we could say baby…baby..
You were growing, what happened dear?
You disappeared on us baby…baby..
Heaven will hold you before we do
Heaven will keep you safe until we’re home with you…
Until we’re home with you…

Miss you everyday
Miss you in every way
But we know there’s a
day when we will hold you
We will hold you
You’ll kiss our tears away
When we’re home to stay
Can’t wait for the day when we will see you
We will see you
But baby let sweet Jesus hold you
‘till mom and dad can hold you…
You’ll just have heaven before we do
You’ll just have heaven before we do

Sweet little babies, it’s hard to
understand it ‘cause we’re hurting
We are hurting
But there is healing
And we know we’re stronger people through the growing
And in knowing-
That all things work together for our good
And God works His purposes just like He said He would…
Just like He said He would…


I can’t imagine heaven’s lullabies
and what they must sound like
But I will rest in knowing, heaven is your home
And it’s all you’ll ever know…all you’ll ever know…

Tuesday, June 9, 2009


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Friday, June 5, 2009

My New Kitten



Raul got me a new kittie. He/she is only 8 weeks old. Currently we are calling the kitten Patches. Patches is soooooooo cute!

Monday, June 1, 2009

was bleeding again. went to the ob's office insisted they see me. The baby has no heart beat. They say the baby stopped developing at 9 weeks or so. want to crawl in hole and die.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Thank You

Thank you for keeping us in your thoughts and in your prayers. Everything baby wise is fine.

My Grandpa refused to let the doctor go in and see what the damage was and what could have caused the heart attack. He signed himself out of the hospital against the medical advice of the doctors. My mom doesn't even think he will start taling the prescribed medication.

I am now bracing myself for the worst and hoping for the best.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Bad Weekend


Yesterday started off like any other Saturday. We were going to work on the car and possibly go see family. Then came a call from my sister. Dad had called her and Grandpa had had a heartattack. It apparently happen 3 days prior to him going to the hospital.

Of course this upset me greatly and I wanted to take the next flight out. I was online looking for a flight and my worst fear started to happen. I started to bleed. I had Raul call my OB's office, they said if I start having alot of pain or if it got heavy to go to the ER.

Well the bleeding has stopped. I still won't be going to be with my family. My mom says everything is ok there and he is in the hospital until atleast Tuesday. Of course with it being a holiday weekend they will not run tests until Tues.

I'm worried for both him and my baby. If he takes a turn for the worse I will pick up and go. For now I'm trying to stay calm and take it easy.

Monday, May 4, 2009

Goodbye Car

When it comes to cars we have been very fortunate the last couple of years. Both of our current cars were given to us. However my Buick is on it's last leg. After sinking $400 into it the last few months, we found out that to pass emmissions it would require another $400 in work. So we have decided to donate my Buick, maybe they can fix it up cheaper or use the 3 new parts that we just replaced. Either way it just got to be too much.

Now we can concentrate on fixing the steering column on the Taurus, and the doors, and the a/c, and the heat.

Lucky for us Raul just work across the street from our neighborhood. For now I can drop him and his boss can give him a ride home.